Nothing is supposed to be

I honestly want to believe that life, right now, is not in the right path. Something is wrong, something went wrong, not now, not yesterday...

Sometimes i wonder.. i go back and see the messed up that i may have done, i can see them, it's easy to ruin something that take soo long to make, to conquer. Trustiness is fragil, you can take months to achieve it, it's a battle that gives you scars, that scars meant nothing, otherwise that battle cannot ever be lost in such a short time... but they are. Sadly, the best battles, the ones that stainds our skin can be easily washed up. Is this the way that life, friendship is supposed to be ? I honestly wan't to believe that this is not right...

Life has no meaning. Nothing is supposed to be.

Life reaches a point where fighting becomes meaningful... those wars were and are, in vain... Why sould i care, dream about something ? Why hopes and dreams ?

People are not what they are supposed to be. It's all about illusions, it's all about.. hopes.

I honestly believe that tomorrow morning, things remains exactly the same, no surprises... the ones that in some way, some how, have left a scar, i will be able to see it and think about it.

This is... how life isn't supposed to be...